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A Work of Heart | Growing spiritual fruit and hurdling stumbling blocks

April 2, 2014 · In: devotional, personal journey

I can’t even begin to tell you how many times in life I thought I had God all “figured out”.

But the truth is, we never ever stop growing in Him. And the moment that we do is when we have to take a step back and inspect our Spiritual fruit.

Is it growing?

Is it withering?

Is it dead?

Or did we ever really have any?

This past Sunday my Pastor said something that really struck a chord with my soul….
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He said, “you can’t create your own spiritual fruit…it’s impossible”.

I never thought about that, but we can’t just say “oh hey, let me just go ahead and pop out some self control and gentleness today”.

No, you see, spiritual fruit is something that you live. Your fruit is seen through the glasses of everyday life. How you act and react. How you talk, how you love, how you learn, how you respect others.

Love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, gentleness, patience, and self control are all things that come along with your relationship with Jesus. The closer to Jesus you become, the more spiritual fruit you have.

Guess what.

If you’re simply going through the motions of acting like a Christian, you’ll have zero spiritual fruit. Certainly, we’ll all have weak moments….monthly..weekly..daily.

But when you’re walking in the spirit — when you’re living a spirit filled life — there.will.be.fruit.

You will change. Period.

But how does God strengthen our fruit? How does our spiritual fruit grow?

My favorite version of Galatians 5:22-23 is the King James Version. It says this…

 
“But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith, meekness, temperance: against such there is no law.”

Longsuffering…meekness….faith….

It sounds a lot like God knew life would be hard…as if life would throw every thing in your face when you least expected it to.

Paul once said,

“Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.” [2 Corinthians 12:9-10]

Paul, an incredible believer and follower of Christ, was hurting. You read before these verses that Paul is struggling, and I can imagine struggling was an understatement considering his circumstances at the time. But the verse that strikes me the most is the beginning of verse 9, when God says to Paul,

“My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” 

Stumbling blocks.

Heartache.
Death.
Hurt.
Pain.
Illness.
Being a victim of lies, gossip, slander….

Because of our weaknesses, because of our struggles, because of our hurts….grace is made ultimate again.
Grace and power get to take a front seat.

Because when we are weak, when we accept our weakness, then He is made all powerful. He’s never stopped being our Christ, but we have stopped respecting Him as our Sovereign Lord.

“Now the Lord is the Spirit, and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom.” 

Stop and read that again.

And again.

And one more time, but this time, close your eyes right after you read it, and be still.

“But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith, meekness, temperance: against such there is no law.”

“My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” 

“Now the Lord is the Spirit, and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom.” 

It’s only Wednesday, and my week has already filled up to the top with stumbling blocks.

But today, instead of allowing them to ‘get’ me…to beat me down…to make me angry. Instead of falling back into the motions of the path I once walked. Instead of allowing someone else’s lack of spiritual fruit cause me to stumble and infect my own spiritual fruit….

I chose to stand on the Rock that is higher than I.

I chose to drop down to my knees and say “take this thorn from my side” before turning to my next “outlet”.

And when He replied, “my grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness”…

…there was freedom.

There was meekness.
There was love.
There was joy.
There was gentleness, goodness, patience…

You see, the greatest form of growth in Christ, is weakness. Knowing that without allowing our human to lean on His everlasting sovereignty…we are nothing. We will bare no fruit.

“Blessed are the poor in spirit,
    for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
Blessed are those who mourn,
    for they will be comforted.
Blessed are the meek,
    for they will inherit the earth.
Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness,
    for they will be filled.
Blessed are the merciful,
    for they will be shown mercy.
Blessed are the pure in heart,
    for they will see God.
Blessed are the peacemakers,
    for they will be called children of God.
Blessed are those who are persecuted because of righteousness,
    for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
Blessed are you when people insult you, persecute you and falsely say all kinds of evil against you because of me. Rejoice and be glad, because great is your reward in heaven, for in the same way they persecuted the prophets who were before you.” 
Matthew 5:3-12


Therefore, jump that next stumbling block. And if for some reason you choose to let it trip you up, remember, grace is waiting just around the corner…..you need only ask.

By: Amy K. Fewell · In: devotional, personal journey

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The headline sounds revolutionary: “Trump Signs Or The headline sounds revolutionary: “Trump Signs Order to Help Ranchers Bypass USDA-Inspected Processing Facilities.”

But what does the executive order actually do?

It directs the USDA to:

• Investigate unfair or monopolistic practices in the meatpacking industry.

• Review regulations and remove unnecessary reporting and overly prescriptive inspection requirements where current law allows.

• Expand cooperative inspection programs that let qualifying state-inspected processors sell meat across state lines.

• Provide training and technical assistance to small processors.

• Help farmers locate slaughter and processing options.

• Work toward a guaranteed-loan program for small and regional processors.

• Report within 60 days on the laws preventing state-inspected or custom-exempt meat from entering interstate commerce.

These may be worthwhile steps, or not. Processing consolidation has left family farmers with fewer choices, longer wait times, higher costs, and less control over the food they raise.

But here is the important part:

This order does NOT immediately give farmers a new legal right to butcher their livestock and sell that meat directly to consumers, especially across state lines. It does not eliminate federal inspection requirements or make custom-exempt meat legal for interstate commerce.

The order repeatedly states that USDA must act “consistent with applicable law.” An executive order can direct an agency to use authority it already has, but it cannot erase or rewrite federal statutes.

For lasting change, Congress must pass laws creating a clear, lawful path for family farmers and small processors to feed their communities. We’ve said this before—we aren’t fixing this in 4 years without a miracle—pass the Farm Bill!

A farmer selling meat directly to an informed neighbor is not the same as an industrial corporation distributing millions of pounds through a national supply chain. Our laws should recognize that difference.

This order may open a door and identify the barriers. But it does not finish the work.

Executive action may begin the conversation.

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I have never seen my Savior or LORD face to face. I did not walk with Him as the dirt dusted our feet along a journey to a new city that would come to know His greatness. I never sat with Him personally, shoulder to shoulder, to be mentored. I don’t know how He wrote letters or notes. But upon the history written in scripture, I know Him.

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Do I love Him this way? Do I miss my Lord so much that I want to take His place until He returns? This is the way—this is the que
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“When despair for the world grows in me
and I wake in the night at the least sound
in fear of what my life and my children’s lives might be,
I go and lie down where the wood drake
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I come into the peace of wild things
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of grief.  I come into the presence  of still water.
And I feel above me the day-blind stars
waiting with their light. For a time
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From The Selected Poems of Wendell Berry (Counterpoint, 1999)

May he be resting in peace, even now.
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“Are we moving because God told us to move—or because fear told us to run?”

Historically, governments have displaced, relocated, incentivized, and concentrated populations for all kinds of reasons. Sometimes by force. Sometimes through policy. Sometimes under the banner of “progress,” “safety,” or the greater good.

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Homesteaders are leaving states they believe no longer represent their values. They’re moving toward states considered more conservative, more rural, more affordable, or more “free.”

And I know that for many, God really IS moving them.
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Governors change. Legislatures change. Laws change. The “safe state” today may not be the safe state tomorrow.
So what happens then? Do we pack up and move again?
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“Has God called me to leave—or has He called me to stand?”

If God tells you to move to Texas, go to Texas.
If He tells you to move to New York, go to New York.

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Our safety is in the hand of Yahweh.

Sometimes obedience means going, sometimes obedience means staying.

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Children are a gift and inheritance—never a burden. Does it mean you’ll be tired? Yes. But it is just a season, friend. And that season passes us by so quickly.

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